Feeling low, Feeling uninteresting! I started hating you! Is it me??! Is it myself who hate you?
I loved you these many months, I hugged you tight in my bed when I sleep. How great our days were, when we were together! :( :( But now! I hate you. It's because of , It's all because of me.
Wondering?! What happened to my love? Mm., as usual., I didn't mention about love between a boy and a girl, but, love between my microbio and me. ( Don't get tensed, I love my subjects that much :P seriously, I love them much)
Oh my god, this is too lengthy, even the infinite list of castes in India could be memorized, but not this classification chart! I love reading, but, not memorizing! :( :(
If the paper is with lots of concepts, mechanisms, procedures and metabolisms... I could easily read and understand, but, this microbio mam, now started teaching, classifications of algae, fungi, bacteria... OW.... "I'm really paavam!" (Self-pitying) :(
The list is too long, algae has a classification, fungi has a classification, in that subclasses... :( ow.. it's too hard to remember these scientific names. A glance or refreshing before the day of exam would never work out this time, must read daily. Must remember the Binomial nomenclature :( Loosing my interest :(
I don't like myself , chating in class hours., I listen to all the lectures, very keen (especially, microbio, my favorite :P don't come here to my home to beat me for i talk about subjects all the time :P ) but, I did chat today :( :P (okay this is too much i feel, chatting in class is not that sad thing)
All is well! Loosing interest. Have to get focused, have to regain the spirit of learning. But, memorizing.. :( I can't, "it is the toughest job in the world to remember the names and classification" I feel.
And, this may also be due to my weakness " I easily forget names" , even the names of persons. It makes lots of troubles with my friendship" :( :( I often come up with this question when a meet a person after a gap, "Sorry, what's your name?" :(:( I know, how bad it is, but, i'm unable to remember the names.
I tried a lot to avoid this, but, none worked well. The tricks i tried which failed :
1) I use to repeat the names twice or thrice when i ask for the name of a person for the first time.
2) I use to apologise even before asking a new person's name, I say, "Sorry, I may ask you, your name,once again in the future, i forget names :( sorry, may i know your name please?"
This is too bad, I know, but, don't know why, I have this peculiar weakness.
The lengthy conversations which I made with a person a long back, would be in my mind, but, the name of that person alone, troubles me a lot! I forget names alone! Could call this as name-O-phobia? :( :(
Please? suggest me a technique to remember names??
Have a great time. Keep smiling.